He doesn't realize that the buttons he once pushed....no longer work.
I've also been asked to host at StompFest!
When the connection severed, whatever magic was left, died.
I hope he thanked her....
So, I have decided, after a 5 year hiatus, that I am going to return to Bloodlines.
When I first started, no one showed me the way. Now my soul belongs to someone I have never met. I think, if you're going to own a soul, you should say hello....
I've been doing other vampire things that are tied to a BL clan, and I should join theirs, by duty...but I have met another clan that is bigger...and I'm not joining this clan because of it's size, I'm joining because for them to have so many, they have been so nice & taken time to include me in clan things....even when I wasn't part of the clan....and the clan I should belong to is smaller & never really include me in anything...it's never felt "comfortable"...or like a family.
I am the black sheep...
I have been thinking on this for a long time (longer than I've been thinking about mesh boobs...and most know that's been a while)
I've made my decision....I'm ready.
Well, that was a bit fucked up.
I had been talking to someone all day.
The conversation was ok. I thought....but at the end if the day I tried to ask a few things & the last question I sent couldn't go thru. After several attempts, I realized they had blocked me.
I was mad, so I went to the rl fb. Blocked there too. Wtf? Kinda makes me a little sad...why stick the knife in & keep twisting it. I would rather have not talked at all...
He never loved me. You don't do what he did to me & claim you love someone & that they're you're everything & you are theirs forever. It was just a game to him...the magic, the emotions....he faked every bit of it. I should have known this...every word he said...lies. Lies...and more lies.